Eternally Alice!!!!

„Alice in Wonderland“ is how a psychoanalyst once described me. For the months that followed I kept wondering what he really meant by that…”You have this very Alice in Wonderland feel to you” is what he said….was it that I was a little lost in life? Coz Alice to me meant a little lost…was it a little naivety or did he meant I was a dreamer…a little isolated from reality??

Well I chose to believe I was the dreamer – a little cut off, a little sheltered and began to think that to be personally as well as professionally successful, I had to be as matter-of-fact as fact could get. So as much as I tried to curtail my dreams, a compulsive dreamer like me would always dream…hey that’s what I am a compulsive dreamer!!! My life doesn’t seem to move on if I don’t dream!!

Just yesterday, I read a book where the author talks about how his childhood dreams got fulfilled in different ways…but essentially lead to what he always wanted….I thought back…isn’t my life similar...a wonderful and ever supporting family, a caring and encouraging husband ( I would have liked him to be able to serenade as well ;-) …but never mind, a career on similar lines that I had imagined…and even a chance meeting with a childhood hero….and loads of them yet to go!! …and I decided that’s what I’d like to be for the rest of my life…Alice…Eternally…

Keep them coming girl...the dreams I mean...that’s what I tell myself!!!!!!